Sunday, December 27, 2009

Surviving life

Silence, not a sound,pitch black, cold as ice. I'm shaking standing waist deep in the freezing lake wearing nothing but long shorts and a bra. Hands tied behind my back so tight it's hurting my shoulders and my wrists are burning. I'm unable to move because of the fear running through my body, the fear that if I take but a single step I will fall back into the water and be unable to move my legs unable to surface. Fear that I will die in the one place where i feel the most at home, die in the one place that for years washed away all my fears and left me with nothing but a clean sense of power. now the one place where all my fears come crashing down around me. i know that i can win this i can survive it, but there's that little prick in the back of my head saying "what if". The knife is in my pocket i can feel it against my thigh...i take one last breath and dive....

Saturday, October 4, 2008

Introduction to my life. Hello! What do you want to know? I live in a small town the kind all those old time country songs describe, the type everybody thinks is heaven on earth. For some people maybe it is and even for me it's home thou I do eventually plan on leaving for the big city. I guess in a way you could call me different weather it's in a good way or a bad way well i guess you'll just have to decide that for yourself, me I'll just give you the facts.
#1. I hate pizza.
#2. I'm an only child.
#3. I flirt a lot.
#4. I hate talking on the phone most of the time.
#5. I love to read
#6. I like school.
#7. I'm a cheerleader.
#8. I like science
#9. I love to cook
#10. I love to travel.
that's ten of the hundreds of facts about me I have stored in my brain. I could probably talk forever in the right situation but I know how to keep my mouth shut to. There's a lot about me and this is supposed to be an introduction about the person who's writing you will be reading so I'll leave it pretty simple. I don't know what I'll be writing from here on out it could be anything from how my day went to a short story to a poem i came up with in class it will just be a random thing. hope you enjoy!